Friday, December 16, 2011

Dear God..

Dear God.
First and foremost I want to thank you for all the wonderful blessings you have bestowed upon me throughout my life. Thank you for giving me parents who cared for me and thank you for rest of my family and friends who mean so much to me. I  truly don't deserve all that I have. Forgive me for the wrongs I have done throughout my life and all the mistakes that I will make in the future.  Right now I am coming to you on my knees and asking you that you take care of my husband. I am a complete wreck and am so scared about his upcoming hospital trip. Please God if it's  in your will please lay your hands on Chris and heal him of this horrible disease. Please take away our fear and be with us as you have been during this dark period of our lives. God thank you for sending Chris to me.  He is truly my best friend and love of my life. Through prayer and love we have overcome so many obstacles throughout our marriage. Please let me be able to keep Chris here on this Earth. I just can't imagine not growing old with him and not having a family with him. My heart aches so bad when I think about him not being here. I just don't know if I will be able to make it without him, I love him so much. Dear God just please be with us and take all theses negative thoughts out of my head I ask for greater Faith and the ability to see the positives in life right now. I need you more than ever and I know you hear me. Please answer my prayers with good results next Wednesday. Thank you for listening  God . I Love you
Amen
k

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I KNOW HE WILL BE ALRIGHT HE IS IS MY BIG BROTHER MY HERO A SURVIOR A FIGHTER YA'LL MAKE IT THOUGH THIS STONGER THAN EVER!!!

Kim said...

Kendra,
I am praying for good results and Chris's health!!! I love you guys!!!! I cant imagine goin through what you are goin through right now!!! you are one of the STRONGEST people i know and you are truly amazing!!!! Kevin and I are so blessed to have you and Chris in our lives and would not trade our friendship for nothing in this world!!!!! God always provides... so keep your faith strong!!! i love you and im here for you no matter what time or day!!! im just a phone call away and about 3 1/2 hours away!!!!

Miriam said...

Amen
praying for you, Chris, the whole family and those who care for him